When the gavel fell, James leaned back like a conquering king. He flashed that grin—wide, white, and empty—and let his gaze skim the stack of papers that supposedly gave him everything: the house, the cars, the accounts, even the furniture we picked out when we still believed in “forever.” On paper, I was the picture of defeat.
I zipped my bag, stood, and laughed. Not loud—just enough that the bailiff glanced over. James thought he’d won. He had no idea he’d walked straight into the trap he built himself.
I met him a decade ago, all charm and borrowed confidence, spinning dreams about the things he’d own: a house with columns, a garage with keys that outnumbered the cars, vacations curated for envy. I told myself his hunger was ambition. I told myself love would slow him down, deepen him, anchor him to something real.
It didn’t. Every promotion became a purchase, every raise a new watch, every dinner a performance we could barely afford. My husband loved two things: mirrors and spectators. He dressed me like a prop—handbags I didn’t want, jewelry I never asked for—because appearances were his altar.